Dear Jen,
(I hope you're still going by "Jen" and not "Jennifer." Too professional - I also hope you're still chill.)
I'm reaching out today, because I'm looking for forgiveness. I've been mulling over a lot of the things that Past-Jen has done so as a representative of Present-Jen, I'm here to discuss how you should handle what Present-Jen is doing..instead of beating up on her the way I do with Past-Jen (are you confused yet?).
In the past (as you know), I've been super awesome at making decisions based on fear and a lack of self-confidence. In this moment in time, however, I'm doing my best to replace fear with just the teeniest bit of courage and to truly believe I can slay dragons.
It's hard. There's so many distractions - things I'm too weak right now to cut out - and a million thoughts of negativity pounding me every second. Sometimes, it's just easier to give in. That's where I fall, but I'm picking myself back up!
I hope you can forgive me for when I wasn't strong, but mostly, I hope you're proud of the baby steps that led me to where we are today. If anything, believe that I am really excited to see where we end up.
As a reminder - you're awesome and I love you.
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